traditions

December 15 2015

I have to say, I am getting a little panic-stricken thinking about Christmas Day.  I always slept soundly on Christmas Eve with your arms around me.  This Christmas Eve will surely be so different.

Tonight, Maggie joined us at Village Inn for family dinner.  Of course, she and Monica are making sure that I know I am “family” and expected at Christmas dinner.  Maggie mentioned that after the babies open their gifts, she and I could sneak off to a movie.

Then the tears started to flow.  That’s what we used to do – you and I.  Our Christmas Day movie.  I miss so much of us.  I don’t know how to do Christmas without you.  Or any other day, for that matter.

I cannot even fathom the future.  I so love you.